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A Cry Out

Confidence. Weak, Strong, Shattered. I couldn't believe it. I said something, I meant, Indirectly. Watching you move, Dancing with you, It made it so easy, With so much overhead. But what was it, You could leave, It was so easy, What was it!?! I was believing, And I was forgetting, I had to leave, You took me somewhere else. But you had to remind, Remind me about the time. You have no idea, The impact you made, Before, While, And after. You shut me down, You shut me out. I felt it all. I fell down. You kicked me, You finished me. You might as well, Beat me into the grave. I still have so many, Many questions, About you, ...About me. If it wasn't for the time? But it must be tough, To keep all the guys off, Of you. Why the hell do you need me. I'm nothing, A candy bar, A convenience store. Take a bite, Enjoy the moment, Throw away the wrapper. I wish you got to see, More of who I am. What I could be, For you. But apparently, Myself, My actions or words, Aren't worth, Wha

Tiring Mistake

A week, A week's worth of waiting. I tried to meet, Tried to be on schedule. I couldn't see you. But hoped for you. Hoped to see you. Maybe I found you, And maybe I didn't. I'm curious to know, If it is you. I remember, Where we first met, First saw you, Spoke to you. Only my mistake, Has put me in this situation. Only myself, Can resolve the problem.

Insomnia Angel

Again I find myself, Alone in the dark, No where to go, No sleep in my body. The furnace shuts off, To cool itself down, My mind can't stop thinkin', About the angel on the bus. She is so pretty, So smart, so right. All keeps me from sleeping, From sleeping tonight.

Click!

Click! A flick of a switch, And my heart starts racing. It starts to fly. Fly away to you. At a place, So unlikely to meet, So unlikely to see, Beauty like yourself. But my heart starts to settle, The beats become slower, The nervousness sets in, When will I see you again? I can only try my best, To time it just right, To see you again soon, As you slide into my life. I thought we connected, When we had a long chat We have so much in common, What do you think about that?

Complex of Complexions

My complex, The internal complex. I try to understand, Try to figure out. So complex, So much thought. Such a puzzle, So long to finish. I want to be, Put together, Figured out, No matter how long. My pieces are scattered, Around in circles, To gather my self, I'll feel dizzy. So much to think, Too much to comprehend. I must break down, Into simpler thoughts. We may have to break, To make fit. We might have to push, To wedge in the details. Don't jump, To conclusions, Of unknown, Proportions. I don't want to, Get ahead, Get confused, Or get lost. It will take patience, To make me whole, Make me one, Make me.