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Personal Revelation

Welcome to the nightmare, The nightmare that I lead, The life that I live, Is the nightmare I don’t want to believe. I look beside me, At the other side of the bed, To find that the comforter covers, The empty section reserved for the person who isn’t there. The loveseat for two, Is occupied by one, One with wishes for two, But fear for many. A clever selection process, Maybe, Fear of rejection, Of course. If she doesn’t look into me, Why should I look into her, Especially if the feeling is supposed to be mutual, For something special to arise. It’s not that I have failed before, But it isn’t like I ever succeed either, Nothing has ever happened, For the good or the bad. Trouble may have been saved, But experience was never gained, Life is pretty easy to lead, When there is nothing to impede the process.

You Were Just a Waste Of My Time

Wouldn’t have thought it to be true, The day that I met you, That today I would say, I should have looked the other way, If I was to know what was to be, When you asked “would you walk with me?” Could you believe I actually thought, That everything I did went all for not, And the time spent to listen, Has now gone missin’, Lost forever to oblivion, Oh what it could have been. The flirting style you portrayed, Made me feel a little betrayed, Or even punished for being there, And then left with just a blank stare, Back into my hole I would go, Until it was time to go back into the workflow. You made a mockery of who I am, Just by relaying another problem, You knew I would be there for you, Anytime and anywhere too, Using and abusing, Made me feel I was always losing. Your beliefs were a tease, And nothing made me at ease, You were completely vague, As if no one was in your league, And you said so much to run from yard to yard, Would be believe the fall from grace was hard. A complete was